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Tali Cohen Shabtai:“I am Tali” and other poems

Poetryzine magazine presents the selected poems by the poet Tali Cohen Shabtai


I am Tali


I read prose only in the third person,

and only translated prose,

poetry, I also read in Hebrew.


I love Wislawa Szymborska, she copies in written word

the creation

in a brilliant fashion, and was recognized during her lifetime and was not among

the female poets who danced the ‘dance of death in life’

for that I lowered her credit.


I think it’s impossible to tag in one breath! A contemporary poetess with

characters that preserved the myth of the ‘cursed poetesses’. For they are

found only in the underground or tomb

There is no negotiation with this judgement


Mainstreamism repels me.

Bestsellers I do not touch.

I love nonfiction books.

Newspapers do not count at all as the writing and reading genre.


And my therapist I address in the second person singular

while omitting the third degree: “doctor”, it’s ok, it’s acceptable –

many poetesses have sat in my chair in front of him

Anne Sexton, Sylvia Plath,

and those who ended up as their own hangman.



I often write in the first person singular and also to talk

It is

my way to circumvent

myself from afar.


And do not ask what I often write about! I do not like rhetorical questions that belittle

my intellect.

Tali Cohen Shabtai.




Margins of society


I love remote sights

they provide an answer to offer a glance at the lives of human beings on the margins of society,

it’s funny how much transparency there is in them – until I

see my own life within them.

Empty and fearful, the impure and lepers, homosexuals and transsexuals, prostitutes and

homeless harlots, junkies

gripped with insanity

those lacking everything, incurable patients

gangs.


These in these places

with an element devoid of any status – indeed

the status indicates location while the role indicates the active part

It is enough to smell the figurative stench

in remote places

to

understand the departure of these people

from what was once their role before life on the spine that involved

expectations of society

and secondly of their status, where they were before

in society

These are two sides of the coin: a status and a role that no longer attach importance to them in

these remote places when they are detached like a bank note to a whore on the margins of

society

in an urban alley


In typography, the margins are the blank part that is commonly left between the body text and

the edge of the sheet of paper

as is well known, the margins surround the text on its four sides and are usually blank


As in life just not from my angle of view

the core of the page is the text that the margins

delineate

but why wasn't it mentioned that there are other messages that characterize margins other

than being blank?


Like

constant headlines,

page numbering or footnotes. In the past it was customary to decorate the margins of

manuscripts with illustrations I am sure that even today.


How lovely such a notebook!


Think about it! If it weren't for the margins that are the page’s pillar, the text would not be

possible

whether the page margins

fill a space of 2.54 cm or less.

But!


Typically, the reader chooses to completely ignore the existence of the margins and continues

reading.

That's how it is in life, too.




Ideology as a way of life


Women like me, yes

have been added over the years to overshadow

what preceded us

that is mostly

not in line

with our agenda.


The accepted wording is

not what

will satisfy our desires –


Desires? Ours? Well then, I write

in the female first person plural

so as not to sound

as one who sins with pretension

as an individual woman,

however

I do not have many female friends for this journey

and those who have already passed

through a station or two

according to

the

fixed

rules

of society


A woman like me

tries

to stay free

from society

and at the same time

to be in it

with boycotts in double-digit ages

until the arrival

of the adolescence age

and beyond


I bear this bitter

in

sult

so far.


So! Spare judging

me

that “Cohen Shabtai

has rules

of her own…”

as Amos Levitan* wrote about me.


I came

with the goal of

satiating inspirations

based on

my theories


Therefore

I collect poems of the margins of humankind,

since

they have a greater potential

to waver from

the conventions –

just like me!

With 50 cents

in my wallet

I

live my own actions

lest

my inarticulate mouth

will be passed over and my eyes?

My eyes are blinded.


Women like me, particularly

at the beginning of

the fifteenth century

were persecuted and burned

for being independent and strong

at the Catholic church’s instruction

Nowadays? You can petition

the High Court of Justice.

So it is for a woman like me.





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